hey

well yea today was kinda depressing as ppl would call it .. dont ask y cuz i really dont kno y .. and no im not gonna be like im gonna die ect. but yea just a down day i suppose

I'm babysitting Brehden tomorrow night that should be funn .. i hope hehe

                                        < kind of an evil lil thing huh ..

^

pretty much dont have one ..anymore well they dont act like they r anyway ...

anybody can cheer me up ! ! plz? if u dont oh well i guess ..

i'm so sick & tired of acting like i'm fine, cause truthfully, I'm not. i can't even talk to you without being so incredibly sad. You were the one person who was always supposed to be there for me, one of my best friends, my everything..& you ruined it all in that moment. & I acted like it didn't hurt, and for a while, I didn't think it did..but the tears are here & i now realize that it hurt more than anything in the world </3

Do what your heart tells you to...& never regret anything that happens.

Every man is afraid of losing something. That's when you know he truly loves you, when he's afraid of losing you.

Eat that damn chocolate cake, get your hair wet, love someone, dance in those muddy puddles, tell someone off, draw a picture with crayons like you're still 6 years old and then give it to someone who’s very important to you, Take a nap, go on vacation, do a cartwheel, make your own recipe, dance like no one sees you, paint each nail a different color, take a bubble bath, laugh at a corny joke, get on that table and dance, pick strawberries, take a jog, plant a garden, make a ugly shirt and wear it all day, learn a new language, write a song, date someone you wouldn’t usually go for, make a scrap book, go on a picnic, relax in the sun, make your own home video, kiss the un-kissed, hug the un-hugged, love the unloved and live your life to the fullest. So when you're standing in front of heavens gate that chosen day. You have No Regrets, No sorrows, No disappointments.

Losing friends isn't okay .. trust me it's something that's hard to get over

It's true that we don't know what we've got until we lose it,
but it's also true that we don't know what we've been missing until it arrives.

hey ! !

omgosh my internet is PISSING ME OFF ! ! this is my 3RD TIME ! ! ! typing this thing hopefully the last ! !

my nephew Brehden Drey was born this morning ! !

 Ain't he a cuuutie?!!?

I got back from John's a while ago and I WAS SOOO HAPPY ! ! but now he's leaving for like the whole weekend and im gonna really miss him

yesterday on the bus ride to the elementary the driver was ridin on 2 wheels ! ! it was freaky .. but IT WAS AWESOME ! ! .. anyways haha

girl : you can't possibly think im perfect.
boy : nope...
girl : what?
boy : i don't think your perfect .. i know you are.

< not really .. ha<EXACTLY ! !

You were like whoa, and then I was like whoa, and then you were like whoaaaa
--FiNDiNG NEMO<3

cause i`m not the kinda girl, who gives up
j u s t x l i k e x t h a t.

 I want sunshine, & beach hair,
& the smell of coconuts & salt water
& sand all over. I wanna drive 90
with all the windows down, & float in the pool.
I wanna party with my best friends.
I want cold beer on hot nights,
I wanna go skinny dippin' & lay in hammocks.
I wanna watch fireworks & lay on the front lawn
looking at the stars.
I want an adventure everyday
I want the morning after around a kitchen table,
laughing about the night before,
I want the next day with my friends on the front porch.
I want summer!

< id be RICH ! ! .. haha

I’m loving everything;
his loveable personality,
his cute little comments,
the way he makes me smile
& the way he knows how to get to my heart.

Her: If you could have one night with any person in the world -- Famous or not, Who would you pick?
Him: You.

sometimes you kiss someone
& you know right then & there
that's who you want to kiss
for the rest of your life. <3

I dreamed of a wedding ;; elaborate --
elegance filled with flowers & friends
--I asked him what kind of wedding he
wished for && he replied -- 'One that
would make you my wife <33   < awww

&& you were holding my hand
and rubbing my thumb
like you always used to. <3
and you looked at me && said..
( baby i`m in love with you )

 < i wanna go there sooo bad ! !

Boy: Are you mad at me?
Girl: No. Why would you think that?
Boy: You didn't talk to me this morning.
Girl: We never talk in the morning.
Boy: Yeah, we do. You tap my shoulder, and I go what.
Then you ask if I'm tired. And I say yes. We do that everyday.
Girl: Really?
Boy: Yeah. That's our daily routine.
Girl: I didn't know it meant that much to you.
Boy: Well, it does.. Every moment with you does

friends will always be like:
"well, you deserved better..."
but best friends will be
prank calling him saying:
"you will die in 7 days !"

my heart is taken
- by someone -
completely amazing

 HAHA! .. no

A best friend is the one who could look you
With a big smile on your face and still know
[ S o m e t h i n g I s W r o n g < 3 ]

a boy gave a girl 10 roses;
9 real, one fake. he said i`ll never
stop loving you `til the last one dies.

<

It was there that I realized
That l[ forever ]l was in your eyes
The moment I saw you cry. </3
- Mandy Moore

< wanna cup??? ..  < oh .. u know it ! !

i woke up to the sound of a phone
at three in the morning, i didn`t pick it up
because i thought it was someone else
and then i got your voice mail && there
you were telling me you were calling me
just to say [ h e l l o <3 ]

    uhhh.. yup

comment like it's hott <3

I Love You JoHnNy ! !

hey hey cuties !

well today was try-outs and IT WAS AWESOME ! ! i didnt mess up haha nice huh .. i kno i kno = )

but today also sucked cuz we had to have an hour an five mins. with Mr. Berndt he needs to overdose on chill pills i swear  and i didnt get to finish my lunch i hated it haha

i got hit in the bootay by kelsey in shop with a brush thing like a duster i dunno wat its called hehe but like wat is so AmAzInG about my butt ! ! seriously tho i always get hit there haha

i went to asweigh's ! ! after try outs cuz her grandfather gave us a ride .. (hes awesome also hehe) i went to her house cuz she was scared of the tornado warning ! ! (oh an i was locked outta my house so i couldnt go home haha)

well yah i got nothin else really

don't you just love how every girls profile is
about a guy, but he doesn't understand
that every single word of it is for him.

a girl only needs three things in life;
alcohol to make her strong, love to make her weak,
and best friends to pick her up
when the first two make her hit the floor

I'm not changing. I may wear stuff you don't  like but why is it your problem that you care? All people come up with good things, but me, I can do better. Looks doesn't describe who I am. Watching me isn't  all of it. Personalitly is what decribes me the best.

Confessions from a Brunette::
1:Bumped into a TV without noticing
2:Didn't know what a dish drying rack was
3:forgetting to count the chocolate M&&Ms
4:When told to clean my room, i sleep
5:Don't know how to spell some of the smallest words
--see, i dont have to be a blond

When someone close to you dies,
all you can do is;; wipe those tears,
have faith in yourself, and start being
the tough one.

^^Thats True R.I.P. Jacy Linquist

love that movie & book

I really do love this boy; our long conversations,
little arguments, endless smiles, stupid jokes, &&
you know.. pretty much everything about him <3

I swear, you're the best thing about me.
Not many boys can take my breath away,
but you, you don't even have to try..

 are those chickens ? !

<33 I Love You Johnny ! !

Rachel Lynne

Well today was awesome ! ! went to see Stay Alive with Johnny its was really good id recommend that movie to anyone hehe anyways .. then after the movie we ate chinese food it was good ! ... i was talking to my mom again an she was telling me that i'll prolly be going to a diff. school .. THANK GOD ! ! i dont want to go to .. "home of the teabaggers" or w.e. disgusting but w.e now im tiired an bored so i have some icons an quotez i guess haha i've been so tired an like my eyes r like turning purple an my face is like getting pale ... er weird but o well oh an i think it was on thursday that i ran into my own reflection .. it was scary let me tell ya whoo thought i might say that ..

yummm ..

get down tonite oh get down tonite .. dont really kno the words haha

 it really is baby <33

haha really i meant me but i was being nice .. jk = P

looks hott but its really not .. haha im rhymed

oooo .. pretty .. = O

..could u show me the way to ur room .. haha j.k

I'm trying to figure out how this happened.
you made me see a perfect world but in
reality; its you that makes it so perfect <3

When you're around someone so much, for so
long, they become a part of you, & when they
change or go away, you don't know
who you are without them..

You make me smile for the weirdest reasons
you make me laugh for no reason whatsoever
but most of all, you make me love you, when
I'm not supposed to be loving you at all <3

Men Are Like..
-LAXATiVES; they irritate the crap out of you.
-BANANAS; the older they get, the less firm they are.
-WEATHER; nothing can be done to change them.
-BLENDERS; you need one, but you're not quite sure why.
-CH0C0. BARS; sweet, smooth, & they usually head right for your hips.
-C0MMERCiALS; you can't believe a word they say.
-DEPARTMENT ST0RES; their clothes are always 1/2 off.
-G0VERN. B0NDS; they take so long to mature.
-MASCARA; they usually run at the first sign of emotion.
-P0PC0RN; they satisfy you, but only for a little while.
-SN0WST0RMS; you never know when they're coming, how many
inches you'll get, or how long it will last.
-LAVA LAMPS; fun to look at, but not very bright.
-PARKiNG SP0TS; all the good ones are taken, the rest are handicapped.

Can’t you see it? She loves you, more then you could imagine
Its in her eyes, Its in her voice, Its in her smile
She’s so different when your around, so much happier
You’re the one for her, but you don’t see that do you?

 looks soo good ! !

  haha ! wow ...

 haha sounds alot like me ..

Hey Beautifuls  ! !

well uhm .. today i signed up for cheerleading .. haha yeah me .. it surprised me too .. then Kels Kelley started teaching me and I SUCK ! ! Kelsey was really good tho - Shay helped me to haha but she had to go back to w/e that was haha all three of us were messed up we all had something wrong haha but like i was THA WORST at it but who cares if i dont make it - it was sometin different =) then for freshman year im gonna do speech or drama or sometin so i dont have to do anything too hard but yah im so excited and nervous ! ! ! =S

and uhm at school was ok better than bein home booored as hell !

i guess alot of ppl liked my hair alot but i dunno if their jus sayin that or wat but i love it so get the f*ck over it ! ! haha jk  but yah Kelsey an Brittney thought it was better than before =) thats a good thing cuz i didnt really like it before .. well when i got it i liked it but it got boring so i had to change it

my mom sent in to netflix and we got Romeo & Juliet ! ! haha so imma go watch that later tator tots ! !

<33 I Love You sooo much Johnny Palubjak ! ! !

I’m loving everything;
his loveable personality,
his cute little comments,
the way he makes me smile
& the way he knows how to get to my heart.

No matter what people say,
I'm gonna marry  that boy someday.

Every night right before I go to bed, I
close my eyes and think "What did I ever
do to deserve someone as special as you?"
But then I realized I didnt do anything..
I just got lucky <33

Always have hope for the guy
who turns around when he's walking away <3

Can we make it to the ocean & get wet
with ourselves. listen to the movement & dance
on the dock » I'm crazy for you baby, and that
look on your face » It's .k.i.l.l.i.n.g. me <33

& no matter what, I'll always love you..
through tear- stained cheeks, struggled
smiles.. & fading memories.. <3

She`s not like most girls her age..

(No Matter wat happens i'll always love you baby ! !)

oX ~ Rachel Lynne ~ Ox

gr srry but the friggin colors got messed up !